Lust for Life.

a phrase in which i hate…

FML = ‘fuck my life’

How do people use this so freely? I’ve always been one to pipe up and point out the roof over ones head, and the food in their stomach.

and right now.. i stand by my opinion!
i have no car, very little money, no phone (which also means, no ipod, no time, no wake-up alarm, and no contact) and to top it off my hearts a little stepped on.

so what do i have? a warm bed, beautiful friends, and yep.. food in my belly! my money will replenish, ill eventually save up enough to fix my car, thank you insurance ill soon have a phone, and my heart will mend!

Break up songs…

I know for certain I’m not the only one who listens out for that song that suits the way they feel.
i also know a few of us have thought about that ‘break up song’ long before the break, sad truth.. but we do it

im amused by the fact the song i had picked (obviously coming from a dark and angry mood) couldn’t be any more wrong, with lyrics like

I never had anybody.
But being alone wasn’t half as bad as being obsessed
with a breath taker, a smile faker.
These years alone have eaten me alive.
Bayside - Dear Tragity
http://www.lyricstime.com/bayside-dear-tragedy-lyrics.html

i havent yet found that song.. i guess because im not mad, im too unlove to be angry
heart broken, and a little sick to the stomach

but somehow this seems more fitting

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Coldplay - Fix you
http://www.lyricstime.com/coldplay-fix-you-lyrics.html

Time will help you through
But it doesn’t have the time
To give you all the answers to the never-ending why